What's wrong?

Hahaha, that's right. So work was ridiculous again today, but being with Lynn makes it better some how. It's like she understands that we are actually supposed to be working- something Dawn will never grasp. I've avoided Dawn for 3 days now- it makes the days go by faster. This week has crawled. C. . . R. . . A. . . . W. . . . . L. . . . .E. . . . .D. Ugh. I AM getting something really cool from work tomorrow though. We got nicknames givn to us all and i am Johnny J. It says so on my hard hat. We spelled Dawn's name as Loosy and she was pissed. Oh well i guess.

I really wanted to be napping right now, but instead i am waiting for Katie Taylor to come over and make stupid flyers to mail to campers. But that was supposed to be 45 minutes ago. I just want to sleep. I am actually on the verge of crying for no reason because i am so tired. I hate the pathetic feeling. Ugh.

Just for the record: I've done some pretty wreckless and fucking stupid things in my past relationships; of this i am aware. But Alan just fell approx. 5 knotches down my respect scale. 2 for Amber, 3 for Reba. But oh well. Pathetic. And don't even get mad at me. I am not in the mood. But at least i can admit it.

I just now realized that i have not had a happy post in like. . . a week? Two? Damnit. When is Katie coming? . . . She wants me to go to Tennessee with her to see some guy in the army and i am going. Don't have a certain date yet, but i think i will if she ever gets here. I love Tennessee.

I am going to watch Jeff play tonight whether i like it or not, i need to get out. I think my mom is sad because i'm never home. And i never write my Thank-you's. Damnit. I guess Evan is having his open house this weekend? Who knows.

I had really good ice cream at work today. (happy portion of blog).

Everyone is going to bail on me for the camping trip. Damnit. I wanted it to be fun, but now it will be 3 of us in a tent probably. Sweet. What a waste of a day off.